As a child, I get used to do what my mother tells me. I will get lost if my mother doesn’t give me the task.

As a child, I get used to do what my mother tells me. I will get lost if my mother doesn’t give me the task. As I grow up, I realize that the future is at my hand, and I am the one who decides my future. So I must be independent and find my own way. I need to grow up step by step. 
在我还是个孩子的时候，我习惯于听妈妈的“派遣”。如果我妈妈不给我任务的话我就会不知所措。当我长大了，我意识到未来就掌握在我的手中，我的未来由我做主。所以我必须独立，有自己的想法。我需要一步一步的成长。